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This song is from the point of view of Remus Lupin around his first year of Hogwarts and some feelings I thought he might be experiencing.

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My friends don't know
I won't let you in
A year at this school
I still hide my skin

But you would hate me
You wouldn't see a kid
If I could tell you
If you know what I did

(Pre chorus)
But I am here
And I hope you can see
past this monster
Inside of me

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for all the times I lied
When couldn't tell you
I'm sorry for being so scared
Of you if you knew
I'm sorry for being in my head
So much, for so long
But I'm not that strong

I constantly torture
myself In my head
I rip and tear
myself to shreds
Until my mind
Looks just like
The face you see
By your side

(Pre chorus)
I say that I'm bad
And you just smile
Say I'm wrong
But I just stare at the tile

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for all the times I lied
When couldn't tell you
I'm sorry for being so scared
Of you if you knew

I'm sorry for being in my head
So much, for so long
I know it may seem like it
But I'm not that strong

(Bridge)
I've been lying for so long
Now I must choose
should I continue
Or to reveal the truth

Am I more of a monster
Because I have lied
Or because of the wolf
That I am trying to hide

(Oh)

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for all the times I lied
When I couldn't tell you
I'm sorry for being so scared
Of you if you knew

I'm sorry for being in my head
So much, for so long
I know it may seem like it
But I'm not that strong

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from Waiting For Hogwarts, released September 1, 2017
Instruments, vocals, writing, recording, and mixing by Losing Lara

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